Friday, 3 October 2008

OH NO!

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,

Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?



Below the branches, here about,

Do not you sense my fear and doubt?

Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,

Do not you hear my woeful screams?



Upon the meadows, touched with dew,

Do not you see my hearts a'skew?

Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,

Do not you feel my jagged scars?



Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,

For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,

Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.

It's drifting o're the gentle rain,

A symbol of my silent pain.



It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,

Conjoined with all the sorrow there.

It's lost among the stars this night,

Too far to ease my quiet fright.



No gentle winds, seek not my heart,

For simply ... it has torn apart.

paraluman

When you say you love me

My heart becomes full

And I know that you'll be there

To catch my tears

The purity of my love falls as rain

And I have to question if you love me

So yet I'll ask again, 'Do you love me? '



You sigh and breathe my name

Can you hear my heart

As it calls for you?

Can you hear the steady beating

That will pause for a brief moment

As I accept you do?

You truly love me...



When you say you love me

I will hold the words

In my memory forever

Locked away with that lost beat

And I will be yours forever.

christine

When we met it was like a dream:
A beautiful young lady walking up to me.
With a smile we made a connection
That would send us into a life long direction.

It was funny, the time we shared,
Never really thought, never really cared.
We were too busy being kids at heart
Too busy to think wed ever be apart.

I never understood what I really had
And that day came, oh was I sad.
I shed many tears as I walked away
Then she moved on towards her wedding day.

Week after week, month after month, year after year
I wondered why it was, why was I so scared.
Maybe I was too young or maybe I didn't care.
What ever it was, it still haunts me after all these years.

We moved on with our lives and never really talked again
But I always wondered where she had been.
It's choices we make in life to do what seems right
But I often wondered, should I have put up a bigger fight?

I thought I lost what I never really had
Then a letter arrived from her
It was a wish, a hopeless desire,
Then flash -- she was walking up to me, just like a dream.

I was not alone when we finally met
She was missing me just as I was missing her.
A thought never unheard and feeling never missed.
All of a sudden I felt pure bliss.

I never understood what we had
Until that day I held her again.
She's a part of my life, a part of my soul
A void to fill, an answer to all my questions.

She is my everything.
She is the air I breathe, the water I drink
She is the love in my heart and the breath in my words
She is forever a part of me.

She is a part of me because, as she reads my words
She can feel what I feel and see what I see
She is there always in my mind, my heart and my soul
She is the love of my life that I can never let go.


Dedicated to my true love.
May life from this point forward
bring you never ending Love, Courage and Happiness?

LIFE TOGETHER

One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office.
Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.

Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....
This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.

They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..

While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband..
"I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry.."
"Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.
The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."

Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."
This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.

That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...

He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....

On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the cord...

Little did she remember, he have heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....

As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...


"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"

Tears flowed like river......

"When you love someone, let them know... You never know what will happen the next minute.... Learn to build a life together.. Learn to love each other. For who they are.. not what they are..."

I REALLY NEED YOUR LOVE

Through a pure light in your lovely eye

There's a place where i live

In the deepest of your heart

I love you with no regret



Love me

Hold me

Weren't we meant to be together ?

And love each other forever



The music we've heard is no longer pleasing

The night we've been wait is no use at all

There's no dreaming

There's no moment at all



Just like lilies grow in the dessert

That's how my love in your heart

Filled with desire in me

But they are only wasting my love



Baby, hear me

Touch my love with your heart

And guide me through the moonlight

I really need your love

IT HURTS

You say you're confused

You do or you don't

And it hurts

You say it may change

It will or it won't

And it hurts

You say we'll be fine

We shall or we shan't

And it hurts

You say you're worth trust

I can or I can't

And it hurts



They tell me to change

I don't and I fail

Cause it hurts



They tell me to work

I won't and I fail

Cause it hurts

They tell me to trust

I shan't and I fail

Cause it hurts

They tell me to smile

I can't and I fail

Cause it hurts



You tell me to smile

I try and I do

But it hurts

You tell me to trust

I try and I will

But it hurts

You tell me to work

I try and I shall

But it hurts

You tell me to change

I try and I can

But it hurts

DREAMS

When I was in high school I don't have to think about my academics even if I don't study hard I can get not higher but passing grades, just what I need so I'm always at the school gym practicing basketball even if class hours. But in college, now that I'm not a player of the school I have to study hard. but it's hard for me to cope up with the lessons that my professors are teaching because when I was in high school I don't have to study. I just have to play..

Basketball players like us here in the Philippines don't have much opportunity to continue what we have started. There are many talented players out there.. and can be more talented than the famous players right now.

Thursday, 2 October 2008

first play

First play

when I was in grade five we live in caloocan where I learned how to play basketball I just learned it because I have this neighbor who always tease me that I'm a gay because I don't know how to play basketball even though there's no connection about that, and because I'm just a kid, I don't know what to do so I started playing basketball, playing alone on the court, practice shooting, dribbling and all the other basics, and after that I become a varsity player in grade 6 and that was the first challenge for me as a basketball player..

MISSING IT



now that I am a college student I don't have much time playing basketball.

But when I was in highschool, everyday after going to school I always call my friends to play. We go to far places just to play.

I miss it!


I love playing basketball! every challenge I take..

everytime I enter the court, everytime I wear my uniform..

I miss it!!


and I love this game.


Tuesday, 9 September 2008

Court

I enter FAR EASTERN UNIVERSITY because of my idol. The king tamaraw “ARWIND SANTOS” even if I didn't seen him playing for the FEU. I just know him in the newspapers, magazines and etc.. and because I love basketball I watch PBA.. and now his in AIR21 I always watch him. His a good player..
I just want to be like him when he is inside the court.

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

Love And Death..

Love and death are to
uninvited guests..



nobody knows when they
come..



but both do the same work...



1 takes the "HEART"



and other takes its "BEAT"..

Engagement Ring

According to the ancient,
the engagement ring is
place on the 4th finger of
the left hand.



essence?



because it has a vein
leading directly to the heart.

Monday, 25 August 2008

Forever Friends

By Joseph Parry

Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.
New-made friendships, like new wine,
Age will mellow and refine.
Friendships that have stood the test -
Time and change - are surely best;
Brow may wrinkle, hair grow gray,
Friendship never knows decay.
For 'mid old friends, tried and true,
Once more we our youth renew.
But old friends, alas! may die,
New friends must their place supply.
Cherish friendship in your breast-
New is good, but old is best;
Make new friends, but keep the old;
Those are silver, these are gold.

This is the best poem for my old and new friends=)
THE EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP..

love letter..

I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible. I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor. Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. You always say what I need to hear. You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. And, of course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me. ;-)

Sunday, 24 August 2008

The Game..

Playing basketball is not about playing against opponent's.
You play against the game "basketball".

All aspects of my game need improvement.
There's not one part of my game that's perfect.
That's the real challenge.

The best player in the world play in the NBA, but I think that they play more for public, for entertainment reasons.
Most of the actions are one-on-one, and that was the reason that they had problems at the Worlds and the Olympics, because the other national teams were playing real team basketball.

I'm not afraid of nothing, I just like the challenge, and I love being on the court.